I'm not just the sum of how I look although that seems to be a popular opinion, and it infuriates me.
I'm following hot on her heels, smarting from her latest rebuttal, and I can't contain my temper as the flood of rejection washes over me, tossing me precariously close to the edge.
I am unbelievably nervous. It is most unlike me. This girl is really messing with my mojo.
It's the first instance where I believe that it might actually be wrong, the first time I feel like a bit of a creep.
While I AM sure of what I want, I'm equally unsure of how to attain it.
An intense longing builds inside me, and I fight the urge to propel myself forward and grab her into my arms.
Ariana strikes me as the type of girl who is attracted to authenticity.
I need to master the art of talking to her before I can even contemplate anything else.
I feel myself collapse inside as if the life force has been sucked out of me.
The Suitors Ball is fast approaching and it's a nasty reminder that my suitor will be chosen shortly. I feel sorry for the poor unfortunate guy, whichever one of them it happens to be.
I'm already under the covers when he comes in. I watch as he takes off his shirt and jeans, and climbs into bed beside me. On any other occasion, the sight and feel of his near naked body would send my blood pressure into orbit, but I'm so exhausted ...
It seems like I have lived a lifetime in just one day.
I would cry if I could, but instead I just feel my heart rip apart.
Are you in any pain? (Ariana Skyee) Only my heart. (Cal Remus)
I plant a gentle parting kiss on his lips, our strategy is well and truly screwed at this stage anyway. We barely lasted a day.
My romantic history since arriving on Novo has been non-existent, but I don't know what, if anything, came before; thanks to the government's cerebral pilfering.
I work my way through the rest of my dates, but I'm only there in body. The boys usually give up after the first hour; it's difficult to have a conversation all by yourself. My ratings plummet, but at least my air-time is minimal now, I'm not offerin...
He’s a lovely guy, but there’s no spark between us whatsoever. It just goes to show, that even with all their fancy assessment tools, the government can’t legislate for chemistry.
It’s degrading being routinely subjected to a battery of medical tests to ensure I continue to deserve a place in this new world.
