Have you ever done something that you were really ashamed of? I mean somehing so bad you felt sick just thinking about it?' 'Everyone has. Why, what'd you do?' 'I didn't say goodbye to Mum.' 'That's not so bad.' 'Did you say goodbye to your mum before she left?' I'd never asked Martin about this before. I didn't want to hear the answer. 'She left before I had a chance.' 'Oh.' 'That's what I like about you, Faltrain.You always know just what to say.