I no longer fear the pain...I fear no release from this torture...knowing that I've hurt him and he can't forgive me...that he won't be able to make me his good girl again.
When I look in the mirror... I know that I belong to him...that I will never be the same again. I've let him punish me...
I want you to be afraid of making me angry…this will help you to remember how to behave.
