I don't know why I still feel this pit in my stomach whenever I get a moment to think. I know what the pit is, too; I feel lonely. But I'm not alone, I keep telling myself.
I know what I'm capable of; I am a soldier now, a warrior. I am someone to fear, not hunt.
Why couldn't you turn into a fireball when we were on the same team!
No more, no less. I'm an idiot. I really need to let this crush go.
For the first time, I´m not just nervous about what´s to come; I´m scared.
