You could always call her secretive, masking her feelings beautifully lest anyone intrude into her inmost realm of hidden thoughts. It was a defense Urmila had evolved since childhood.
Grief demands answers but one doesn't always get them.
Let me hate you as passionately as I loved you.
Urmi, as you always do, you promised me a new hope.
Marriage did not hold much interest for Urmila but it was a social discipline she would have to conform to. She would rather seek knowledge instead of a suitor.