I'll understand if you don't want me. But I will be heartbroken. You are all I ever dreamed of and hoped for. You are much, much more. Please know that I didn't think I was mean-minded. But I realize I am. I don't want you to put your arms around me ...
I don't want to make a mistake and marry the wrong woman. I'd rather be alone.
I'd love to be a writer one day
